had our school's x-country yesterday at MacRichie (or whatever way you want to spell it) was an official for some prize giving thing. arrange the prizes and you get a free official tshirt and a records in the books. too much to ask for considering wad i did was jus arranging the trophies and chilling away.

seriously, its a pathetic life you will lead if you are a leech. bt who ask wierd and stupid-whatever-for qns after saying hi to one another unwillingly. he stuck to the han and kwang wei in the begining. they didnt come back till quite late. keith and i was fantasing about them killing one another in the forest and hopefully tie him up the tree and let the monkeys stone him. in the end they came walking back in different groups. that is, with his bestie frm another class, alive. so much for world peace. i'm utterly dismayed.

Mr Ng was sitting at some slope near the tentage. by himself. eating his own stuff and playing with a branch. wierd. he was sitting there for quite a long duration. and we dared not talk to him. o wells, left it to the girls to cheer him up.

saw something that i wasnt supppose to see during the prize presentation. it was damn obvious. one glance was all you have to to notice it. gosh, was it that cold there? i hate it when girls eyeing for guys. they have this kind of wierd look. nvm.

went to town in the evening. waited for 2 and a half hours for the girls. we suppose to meet at 5. imba-ness. lucky i have boon. he was damn gay. wearing all white, like backshtreet boys clad in all white. saw damn lot of fashion disasters at orchard, excluding/inculding boon, wadeva way you want it. imagine some bald guy wearing a long coat, tight 3/4 jeans with army boots. catastrophic. i want to congrats boon for walking into a women's boutique for the very first time in his life.

saw shuenlin at wisma. i swear i heard some girls name being called out. boon said it was my name. o wells. anyhoo, shuenlin please shout louder and clearer. heard of something from her.

i saw this website: http://www.bloggang.com/viewblog.php?id=jeban&group=7

interesting, aint it?


i was wondering why do we still miss first 3 months so badly now after 1 yr. perhaps its an anniversary of some sort for our frienship. the good and bad had come and go. it wasnt a test of friendship, its just a time to look back and smile to see how much we remembered. after all its all fate. take it and live with it, make the best out of it. ultimately, it will still benefits you. sometimes, i think that it was a good thing coming into SR. however, a big sacrifice must be made. maybe lifes so much better here. unlike others that live in some other realm. heard frm shuen that life's kind of bad back in ny. i duno to feel guilty or lucky for myself. feelign guilty cos i cant be there for an old friend, lucky cos i don have to go through this emotional turmoil. selfish i m, bt i spent a lot of time pondering over the big "if". however, its still an "if" after all. its jus a fantasy, a dream. once its over, pick urself up and make the best out of evrything that you have now.

never regret. there is no need and no time to. cos its aways better to look forward and put the energy enjoying yourself with wadeva you have.


fucked-up day.


laterr.